August 2010
My computer turned off by itself
And won’t turn back on. My iPod is about to die and I only have a charger that charges through computers. All I can do now is cry long enough for my parents to feel bad for me and get me a new one. But they won’t because things cost money, yo. Llvhydhkfskswugxb I hate things.
I'm going insane.
Can I please just know my school schedule already?
Question: How many hours will I spend wasting on...
Answer: 44 hours and counting. And I’m not even at the Elite Four yet. Why? Well because I want all of my pokemon to be a higher level than all of the Elite four’s, so I’m bicycling back and fourth in the cave until I battle enough wild pokemon to have them all trained.
Conclusion: I have no life.
I generally spend my days,
Going to the gym, then spend the rest of the day convincing myself I did something so I shouldn’t feel bad about wasting the rest of my day.
Other days, I do the same exact thing, minus the gym.
And any other time, I spend my days hearing about the fun times Jamie had with everyone else.
Mhm, yep, that’s indeed my life.
But what can I say, Jamie thinks he’s black, which...
This is going to be a quality fun joke,
But really, I feel your pain brotha, why you gotta put me down?
Ahem, Jamie Adams.
Today,
Jamie Adams crushed my soul, broke my spirits, and told me very heart breaking facts. I hate you.
Not really but I’m still upset.
First rule of fight club?
Make an episode featuring one on Degrassi.
Huh? What’s that you say? That isn’t the first rule?
I regret ever starting to watch this show the second time ‘round.
Damn those plot lines! They are just so fucking relatable!
I'm killing time
Until I get tired enough to sleep.
I bought a book called The Hunger Games today.
I think I’ll start it tonight.
The cashier was ecstatic about me buying the book, so much that she raved about it and gave me flier to the party Border’s is having in the third book’s honor. She was not ecstatic enough to let my mom use a coupon that expired yesterday. Bitch.
I’m going to...
I searched all over my house
for a lighter today. My mother gave me one of those candle holders that have a dish on top for wax and the candle inside melts the wax on top, if you know what I mean by that. I didn’t find a single working lighter and my room has yet to smell like vanilla like I originally intended.
But really, this is going to be a list.
Today I felt:
Bored
Tired
Sad
Annoyed
Depressed
Isolated
...
I've been feeling down lately..
This whole week, really. Even yesterday.
I couldn’t stand the blank stares I would get when I said something to someone when I was in North Carolina.
I can’t take the feeling of not having much sleep anymore.
I hate knowing there’s always a ting of bitchyness coming from me everyday.
I hate being self conscious again.
But really, I hate being obsessed.
When I don’t...
It's just so...
So, fucking beautiful.
Beck is incredible.
He is so hot.
Only he could make a song with the only lyric being “Ramona” sound like Jesus ascending from the heavens surrounded by angels.
I love soundtracks. This soundtrack is so good. I can’t stop talking about anything related to this movie. Why am I so obsessed? I can give at least ten reasons. One of those reasons does have...
chasingjamie:
Who wants to go to urban outfitters with me?
I’ve never been and I want to go…
me!
Can I just die,
Go to heaven, and take the Scott Pilgrim soundtrack with me?
Maybe then I’d be able to afford it.
Wanting things really suck when you can’t afford them.
some gifs I had time to make...
alyvonshnaly:
**added one w/ meg
I love them!
I don't even know
Why. I am going to write a list.
I am watching The Girl Next Door
I am in a bad mood
I really just feel shitty and angry
I know why
I want to go home and stop pretending I’m comfortable here
I hate movies like this
I tend to just feel sad after I watch them
I mean, I like this movie
But I’m just weird
I have a headache
I want to talk but I have no one to talk to
I miss...
Here's a list
About my life currently.
It’s late
I can hear my dad jumping his drunk ass in the pool right now
It’s funny how rude your parents tend to treat you among company
I don’t feel right here
I’m either too old or too young
I stay in my room most of the time
When I get home I am going to have to do a lot of work
My craving to impress people tends to keep me busy with...
eclekticisms asked: DEAREST ALISON,
IF YOU WERE A LESBIAN AND I WERE A LESBIAN, WE COULD DATE ON ACCOUNT OF HOW MUCH WE HAVE IN COMMON.
LOVE,
KRIS
IF YOU WERE A LESBIAN AND I WERE A LESBIAN, WE COULD DATE ON ACCOUNT OF HOW MUCH WE HAVE IN COMMON.
LOVE,
KRIS
If everyone wrote things in list form,
My life would be more enjoyable.
Now here’s a list I’m writing for the first time in forever!
It is 12:04 AM
What are you doing up so late?
Tomorrow I will drive to North Carolina to spend four days with strangers
I can’t stop thinking about Scott Pilgrim
It was so good
When I think a movie is good I think about it for a while
I’m lezzin’ over Mary Elizabeth...
smurfsdonthavereproductiveorgans asked: haha i ended up staying up all night and sleeping all day but we should definitely go see some movie before school starts :)
Perhaps my idea of vacation is obscured
by what I want it to be. But I think it will be great. We were invited by my parents friends which is cool I guess.
My parents have been really up playing this beach house we are staying in for the next four days, but if I am able to walk to the beach like they promise I will be, maybe I won’t be so sad that non of the three friends I invited could come.
Okay, one could but wasn’t...
smurfsdonthavereproductiveorgans asked: hey alison,
ill go see that movie with you tomorrow. not because i feel bad for you or anything but because i really want to see scott pilgrim and i haven't see you in a really long time. just text me. if you dont have my number anymore facebook message me.
ill go see that movie with you tomorrow. not because i feel bad for you or anything but because i really want to see scott pilgrim and i haven't see you in a really long time. just text me. if you dont have my number anymore facebook message me.
I haven't been feeling so great lately
My mom has been making me go to the gym everyday lately so I have to wake up early.
I don’t even mind it if it weren’t for the fact that I have to lose my 9-12 sleeping hours, because those hours are very precious to me.
I don’t have time to nap either.
I feel really easily bothered and sad often.
I really want to see Scott Pilgrim tomorrow but I have no one to go with.
I...
HEY HEY HEY ITS JAMIE!
Hey Tumblr, It’s Jamie(: [AS IF THE TITLE DIDN’T GIVE THAT AWAY!]
Alison is taking a shower, so I thought I’d say hello to pass the time!
We’re going to cover Teenage Dream and I’m EXCITED!
Sorry, I hit caps lock. Old mac keyboards are difficult for me to type on…
I know I shouldn't feel this sad
But I do.
And I can’t sing this part of the song I’m supposed to sing, which just makes everything worse.
We’re playing this on friday, which is like a day away.
Things have not gone well today at all.
I want to cry.
I already cried though, so I won’t.
I can’t sleep and I won’t until I can sing this.
I won’t ever go to sleep in that case.
I just made
California girls and Teenage Dream mesh for the new mash up Jamie and I are trying to do.
And now, I’m going to shoot myself.
Bye!
3 tags
Today: working hard for the money.
Tomorrow: spending said money.
I woke up today,
Not remembering anything from the last hour before I went to sleep last night.
I couldn’t remember if I took my medication or if I brushed my teeth or even what I had read in my book.
I woke up to my mom telling me to help clean out the garage.
I stood there for an hour watching my parents clean. It was obviously a clear plot to wake me up.
By that point, it was already 12:30, but if I...
eclekticisms asked: http://listography.com/
SO UHHH I SAW THIS WEBSITE
AND I THOUGHT OF YOU & AND YOUR BLOG.
LOVINGLY,
KRIS
SO UHHH I SAW THIS WEBSITE
AND I THOUGHT OF YOU & AND YOUR BLOG.
LOVINGLY,
KRIS
Hey hey Rachel,
Remember that song about that thing I told you about yesterday?
Well Jamie and I didn’t finish today. BUT we have the lyrics right here for you, courtesy of me ignoring Jamie’s plea to not put them up!
P.S. Don’t mention what it’s about to people because I feel loserish because it’s cheesy and yeah. No.
Captured and let go,
a life you lived unknown,
forced to...
OH, HEY IM ALISON
AND IM A MAN. WITH A MUSTACHE. YEEEE GIRRR.
JAMIE ADAMS IS REALLY HOT!
safetyydance:
mellamorachel:
aliwhit replied to your post:Who’s going to Simply Sweet on main’s open mic night tomorrow?
Oh shit, I totally forgot. I would do it if Jamie and I could practice but I forgot he has other friends. Sucks.
dflskjdflskdjf lkj well come anyway and just listen to music, you don’t have to play :)
ALLISON GO SOLOOOOOO. YOU CAN PLAY THAT SONG BY THAT BLACK GUY....
Sometimes I just want to take a week,
and do nothing.
I just want to lay in bed until three, eat cereal, then go back to bed until it’s dark out.
I want to sleep until I want to, but I can’t.
Even when I don’t have any obligations, I still have to be awake.
Yesterday I slept until 12.
I also was treated coldly all day because my mom made go to Ikea with her and when I got home I fell asleep for three hours.
...
I'm playing guitar with a slide!
I suck at it, but I feel all jazzy and cool. I have a feeling some exciting variations on our up and coming songs are gunna be realllllly interesting, Jamie.
And also, my ring finger smells like metal.
So, yeah.