September 2010
Buy me that KOJI CD....
safetyydance:
And we’ll hump.
You can borrow mine when I get it in the mail (=
I.
Am being Lights for indiefest. Yes, yes I am.
I have an A written on my right hand.
It doesn’t mean I’m easy. It doesn’t stand for Alison. It means I am awake.
I am awake. I sit and wait. I am awake. I leave the room. I am awake. There is nothing to do. I am awake. I tell myself everyday. I tell it to myself everyday. I am awake. This is not a dream. Go through the motions. I am awake. Live through the day. I am awake. I don’t care. I don’t have...
HERE'S SOMETHING
Jamie: “What are things that are important to you?”
Alison: “Um… sleep, cats, my sister, aaaand my band.”
Jamie: “…….but you said sleep right?”
I have back pain
among other things. I feel like the only time I write is when I need to complain. I’ve been feeling not myself lately. I’ve been acting different I feel like. I’ve picked up the habit of biting my nails, and I tend to mutter under my breath. Am I different? I feel different.
I work hard, and tend not to care when it counts. School is just a blur. I’m not even tired, I...
I can't sleep,
But can I write? No.
I can't do it
I can’t go through another week. I can’t go through another year.
Yesterday I didn’t want to see people. I waited to see that movie since what? June? I didn’t want to be around people. It’s hard for me to force a smile when others are smiling. I almost was okay with my mom’s distrust, not letting me go to the party or whatever. I had a plan. Do homework....
On the bus ride home,
This cute freshman, John, and I had an intense conversation about the Hunger Games.
Will I ever get over that trilogy?
Answer: No.
BOOKCLUBFORLYFEDAWG.
Things I look for in a man:
sifuhotman:
aliwhit:
Hobo?
Sixty?
Warlock?
= sexy
P.S. my name is Ann now.
forever alone.
HE HAS TO BE AN AIRBENDER.
I like earthbenders, myself. A warlock/bender would be like the most mystical human being ever, though! It’d be like dating a centaur or something haha
Things I look for in a man:
Hobo?
Sixty?
Warlock?
= sexy
P.S. my name is Ann now.
forever alone.
I have to take a huge dictionary thesaurus to school tomorrow for language arts. Can I just cry now?
chasingjamie:
Forever a cone.
Yes. A cone.
FINALLY. I’ve been waiting for this to happen ever since you told me it would!
Now I can die happy.
(FOREVERACONE)
I just finished my homework.
And I only had two subjects.
Why do I care so much?
I fell asleep twice reading Fahrenheit 451.
Not because it was boring, I was just tired.
Why do I care?
It’s just school.
It’s only school.
School.
Let's do work.
Yes. Work.
This time last year, I was doing crossword puzzles and color in the sections. Or I might as well have been. I have so much work, I can’t even nap today. Or ever.
Damn da bitches school system.
I just want to sleep.
SLLLEEEEP.
And learn that Versa song I’m supposed to for Indiefest. I just want to do that too. That is why I, Alison, will be starting my homework now,...
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I'm tired of my computer breaking down
And today I get to actually use it because it’s working right now. I can see everything! Hooray. Now I have to do chemistry homework. Why doesn’t anyone else have as much homework as I do yet? ‘Cause I have a lot.
Ahhhh
Sweet friendless bliss. First period is the only thing I’m looking forward to tomorrow, because I can sit alone, which is all I want to do that early in the morning. And also, what does smh mean? Someone tell me! Why do I see it everywhere all of a sudden.
HEY!
One of my lesbian lovers is on tv right now! Yeah!!!
But really, I’m tired. Too tired to even be excited about MEW (yeah that’s your hint.)
I already took a nap. I don’t really like this movie right now. Isn’t a Panabaker in it? It’s Sky High by the way.
Aha! I see the Panabaker! Which one is it? I forgot both their names. It isn’t the one that was in...
It didn’t feel like the first day if school… But then I fastened my body by Ben and Jerry’s pin onto my book bag. This shit just got real.
To calm my nerves,
Pros Vs. Cons in the great school starting debate.
PROS:
None.
Matt P is not going to OP, which makes me happy because I’ve never seen someone try to act so black in my whole entire life. Plus he used to try to talk to me in sign language because I was quiet.
But really, that’s the only pro.
No more pros.
CONS:
School is starting.
Obligations.
Responsibility.
People I like...
Alison Whittington.
felixxxfelicis:
aliwhit:
felixxxfelicis:
I MISS YOU BITCH.
No, no, no. I miss YOU! And I blame Jamie for neglecting to inviting me to fun stuff.
That, is because Jamie’s a bitch! It’s going to be so weird not seeing you two tomorrow morning :(
I know, I was getting so used to standing next to you awkwardly in the mornings before the bell rang! And now, I’m stuck with that...
Alison Whittington.
felixxxfelicis:
I MISS YOU BITCH.
No, no, no. I miss YOU! And I blame Jamie for neglecting to inviting me to fun stuff.
So.....uh...
Were we supposed to get school supplies or what?
I didn’t…
Last night I sat in pain
Until it subsided enough for me to fall asleep. Then, Jamie Adams called me at four in the morning, about an hour after I had finally fallen asleep. It took me a half hour to fall back asleep. I also have an odd feeling that he didn’t even call me. But he did. Right?
Today, I am tired.
I’m making ice cream sandwiches from scratch. That’s right. Ice cream from scratch, plus...
Hurt people hurt people.
What am I doing right now?
Oh, you know. Just exploding internally.
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Yes.
Well, well, well.
It’s official. I’m going fucking insane from spending so much time here, in this stupid house, with my parents.
It’s no wonder I never want to fucking practice anymore, I just want to do stuff because I always never get to do stuff because I’m so far away or because my parents are skeptical about the plans or something.
I tried, I really did. I wanted to be on good terms...
Today my mom told me I needed to do things,
So I told her to leave me alone.
She “grounded” me instead.
She hid the remote so I can’t watch the Star Wars marathon that I was getting into.
She told me I couldn’t use her computer.
She told me I couldn’t drive.
However, I have my ipod.
My computer is working now.
I have my nintendo DS.
I have season one and two of Desperate Housewives.
I have a movie I...
Anonymous asked: I've been following you blog for a really long time now, and I think im falling in love you.
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I'm sorry if this is awkward.
I know it's crazy but, there is just something about you...
I'm sorry if this is awkward.
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P.S. LOVE THE MUSIC MYSPACE!!! ^_^
P.S. LOVE THE MUSIC MYSPACE!!! ^_^
