June 2011
I guess I meant to say something about this earlier, but it seemed kind of trivial.
Don’t get me wrong, it still is, but hey, I can say whatever I want.
The party.
Well, I had been invited to a few parties this year with a formal dress code (which I guess is some sort of popular fad?) but this one was the first that I had actually decided to go to. At the time I had decided to go, I...
May 2011
Things I am willing to do to relieve myself of...
sleep in a bed of ice cubes
drive to Texas with the air conditioning on
Take an ice shower for 3 hours
live in my freezer
use bags of frozen peas as my pillow
sit in the washer when the setting is on cold-cold
stay awake long enough to be able to hallucinate about living on pluto
shave my head
listen to the song Ice
Alright, doing the ice thing.
wutangslangg asked: LETS HAVE A DAY WITH YOU.
healthysnacksatbananashouse asked: Oh, I'm not making that jello without you! You should ride my bus home one day this week! Preferably Tuesday or Thursday.
wutangslangg asked: Word, my intellectual nigga. AP Euro has taught me so much about everything, its insane.
Last night I watched When Harry Met Sally, which only further proved my point on movies from the 80s.
Meg Ryan.
That is all.
Sometimes I find myself wanting to just drive with no real destination in mind.
That’s probably why I always take the long way home.
Alright, I have been thinking this for a while now, and not just because it’s the day before I perform for another school competition, but also because I am sure I am undeserving.
I can tell you right now, no one works less on music than I do. I learn the songs the day of the performance or a day before, which is probably why I never sound good. No one ever comments on how I sound, for good...
Too obsessed with obtaining a rubix cube to even think of anything else right now.
Can anyone just try and tell me why that invention isn’t the coolest shitty toy ever?
More on the 80s:
Black people were cool and I like that
Rubix cubes
Being a slut was everyone’s job! Not just the school sluts!
Pot
Teenagers work at the mall
Cool cars
Wardrobes didn’t consist of just leg warmers and wide-neck sweatshirts, because believe it or not, no one worked out 24/7. So yeah, get it right every girl in my school during spirit week since my school career.
...
If the 80s were anything like how they are portrayed in Fast Time at Ridgemont High, I think I’d like it. Even though the movie is kind of sad and full of underage sexual deviance, which now that I think of it isn’t all that different from real life right now in 2011…
But the clothes were cute, right?
The Postal Service makes me tear up when I hear them.
It’s the music and nostalgia, yes, but it’s also my undying envy to be involved in something so perfect.
I want to be Jenny Lewis.
I don’t get enough of the people I need the most.
Why is everyone leaving?
who ARE you?
I can’t stand my inconsistency. I criticize everything. I’m having second thoughts.
It’s so close I can practically feel it. In the wake of the summer of ‘11, I have been making new goals for myself to better myself as a whole and to become the person I want to be.
The goals have ranged from broad to specific, but with vast determination I intend to complete them all. Here is what I have so far:
Document Europe trip with pictures and detailed writings.
Run daily or...
Today was a really nice day. I embraced my small taste of independence with open arms and did the things I wanted to do.
I mean, I felt good about what I did. I had felt really shitty and confused the past week or so but I really appreciate the few people who are really my friends regardless of my bullshit and rude nature.
I can hardly even believe how nice some people are.
Yesterday, Nico...
This is more disappointing than Y2K
healthysnacksatbananashouse asked: YES. LETS FUCKING SEE BRIDESMAIDS. EVERYONE I FOLLOW ON TWITTER AND TUMBLR IS TALKING ABOUT IT. LOL.
healthysnacksatbananashouse asked: we're going to the movies still on saturday evening right? And make jell-o! :)
I’m beginning to feel neutral to every situation that calls for an opinion. I find myself just using filler words like “yeah” or “that’s dumb” just to appear as if I support or oppose something. Even today when I tried to hear stories and care I couldn’t. Something really funny happened and I had to force myself to laugh. I don’t really know...
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I don’t dress nicely
I’m bitter
I eat too much
I sleep too much
I stay up too late
I forget to take my medication
I’m always benched during tennis matches
I’m lazy
Always late
Rude
Poor student
Poor friend
Never helpful
If I wasn’t reminded about these things then who would I be then?
There’s something about this week that just makes me want to sit alone in my room for a while.
Also, it smells weird in here.
I need a good book.
I’ve been finding it really hard to keep my eyes open and it’s been even harder pretending to be nice to people for the past few weeks.
I’m tired of being narcissistic and vain while still feeling self conscious about myself. I just want to sleep and have nice dreams and wake up and have no bad feelings.
My mom keeps pointing out the things I eat and the amounts I eat and...
captaingary-deactivated20120131 asked: You're not witty.
You’re not pretty.
me: Did you like my dinner mom?
mom: I sent you a facebook message thanking you.
me: I don't check my facebook every five seconds.
mom: Oh...
Today my dad asked my mom where some candy bars that were in the freezer were, which sparked an argument first thing in the morning, which was due to the rude tone he asked in.
I ate the candy bars.
Also, he wanted them so he could do a “cutting candy bars with a fork and knife” shtick like in Seinfeld, which is a show my mom doesn’t even like, it’s more of a thing he...
eclekticisms asked: i like you. bitch.
Sometimes I am saddened by the fact that the only person that likes me is Emma.
cosmolatry asked: new merssage
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Sometimes I think I see a new message in my ask box, but I don’t really have one.
In other news, I am now enjoying a mini dream catcher I got from a garage sale yesterday with Emma.
Sometimes I can just sit here and laugh at my own jokes for hours and hours.
I am pretty damn funny.
Me<3
The girl who saved mother's day:
Me.
My mom was feeling unappreciated and sad and was bitchy to everyone until I drove to Harris Teeter and purchased fish and vegetables and fruit for an excellent dinner and man I just feel like Cindy Lou Who right now.
I can do that now. Because I have a license. People on facebook may not care, but hardly any one has their license on tumblr. HAHA bitches.
Bad day turned good.
Mhm.
appletini-tangerini asked: ALISON GET IN MY LIFE
also its zoe
and i love you
also its zoe
and i love you
chasingjamie asked: I want to do acoustic Salt Skin by Ellie Goulding. I can hit falsetto in that song :)
Whenever you're free, I'm down. I play it on Capo 3.
Wow, I was singing the song as I was typing this and my mom came in and told me that I sounded bad.
But I liked it... So.
Whenever you're free, I'm down. I play it on Capo 3.
Wow, I was singing the song as I was typing this and my mom came in and told me that I sounded bad.
But I liked it... So.
My mom said I could make a sane person go crazy.
Which basically broke my heart.
I thought she was already going crazy on her own.
glamourousqueen asked: oh hey... you play the guitar.
im going to have to kidnap you.
mhm. yep.
say goodbye to your loved ones....
im going to have to kidnap you.
mhm. yep.
say goodbye to your loved ones....
wutangslangg asked: Hey man. If I got these lawn tickets with the deal 4 for 20 each. Would you be willing to pitch in 20, bro? swag.